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The photo shoot yesterday was so hard. We had to sit around a coffin in a cemetery and get our picture taken while we cry. The little 12-year old started balling right when he said go. The other 2 were crying as well...accept cristyn....my eyes just watered. No tears. Dammit- they had to pull out the Visene. How embarrassing! Then finally it was just me and the little girl and the photog said "ok Cristyn give it all you got" So I started pounding on the coffin screaming bloody murder and balling my little eyes out! Screaming "What am I supposed to do?" Balling balling balling. Jesus I didn't know if I was going to stop. Then the little girl turned to me afterwards, after all the tears were dried, and said 'wow you have some anger issues'!!!! Ya think?? That was the hardest photo shoot I ever had to do. Its hard to be vulnerable but it helped me realize what was missing in my acting. These shots are really going to be on billboards around town as part of the Gun Violence Public Service Announcement.